Sun is shining and blue skies ahead! If it keeps gettin' better and better, I don't know what I'm gonna do!
The past two weeks have brought a new joy to my heart. Frankly, it is a miracle. During all of the extreme lows, depression, heartbreak, loneliness, regret....I knew God could heal me. But I NEVER, NEVER, NEVER thought I could feel this way, this good, again.
Don't you say it! "I bet she has a boyfriend." Nope. But the years of trial have brought a new day. A new me. A new outlook. A new hope.
It has been work. And there is more work to do. There will be more trials. Dealing with my inner woman is no easy task....just ask God about that! But I can embrace the good, the bad and the ugly and keep moving forward. He's still working on me!
Heart Warmers has its first meeting this weekend. This is a friendship group for women of all ages. This has been on my heart for several months and the more I mentioned the idea to other friends, the more I heard the NEED for a group like this. Never would I have thought that so many felt like I did. I am looking forward to being useful by facilitating this group. We won't be lonely together!
This blog, whether anyone reads it or not, has helped me so much. (My stats say that there are readers in 9 states and one regular reader in Brazil! Over 200 unique readers!) And yet, it started as a way to get the thoughts and feelings out of my head and to make some sort of sense of them. Many have commented, sent emails, and even met in person!
As I get my head and heart right, my body is following. In 4 weeks, I have lost 18.1 pounds. Tomorrow is weigh-in for week 5 so I will report that later. But I feel great!
My devotions daily, no matter how small, quick, or wordy help guide me, my thoughts and actions. By having a devotional time, it sets the tone for the day. "Choose your thoughts like you select your clothes each morning."
My friends and family who cheer me on, who saw the depths of my despair, are now so excited to see a glow, someone called it "hope", on my face.
This is all such a miracle to me. It is bigger than anything I could have dreamed.
And if it keeps getting better and better, if He keeps on pouring it on, if He keeps on blessing and blessing, if He keeps on bringing a song, if my prayers keep on getting answered, if my prayers keep on getting through, if it keeps getting better and better oh, Lord, I don't know what I'm gonna do!
Dear God, Oh how much I want to thank You, for all You have done for me. Thank You for seeing how You work ALL things, EVERY UGLY THING, for my good. Thank you for showing me that You can use me in spite of me. Thank you for taking time to work with this broken vessel. I want to honor You all the days of my life. ~Laura