Thursday, December 22, 2011

Constantly Amazed

The past week has brought many changes, most of them totally unexpected.  I have found myself to be tumbled, bumbled and confused.

I am fortunate to have many friends in my life and was visiting with one this morning.  We were sharing the various details of our lives and family and right in the middle of it I remembered something that happened in my sleep last night, sort of like a dream, but not.

I was crying in my sleep.  I was mourning and crying out.  And God came to me and comforted me.  He said the past few weeks were just a test and that I had done well.  The test was to see if I would be faithful to trust in Him and to continue to be gracious in spite of every difficulty.  He also told me that He has something for me!

Earlier this morning I was jolted with an idea and felt a great ebb of surety that I was on the right track.  I believe that this is the "something", or one of them, that God has for me.  He gave me new inspiration to follow this new idea up!

God also told me that we all have a part in making our future path.  When we are kind, generous and loving we create a good will that others may not understand; that even our enemies will help us and they won't understand why.  He confirmed that He has called me to be just that:  kind, generous and loving and.....ENCOURAGING!

I am grateful and amazed by this word from God.  I never used to hear His voice but ever since I went through The Genesis Process, I have learned to listen and recognize Him.  I know that I know that I know that it is Him!

And I am constantly amazed.